saintdoriangray:

So idjit-gii-chan-who-loves-destiel asked for Destiel fluff. And I don’t write much fluff except in prose. But if I do, it’s always after a bout of angst. Except it wasn’t working. But then I was talking to Kate and Nana last night and I was all “BUT WHY AM I HAVING SO MANY FLUFFY DESTIEL FEELS, FUCK YOU OTP.” So, yeah. This is Kate/Nana OTP inspired. I hate you.

Spent - SaintDorianGray

I felt so alone for what felt like an eternity
But then I caught your eye and I begged you not to save me
But that would be the last time I asked
‘Cause you would do it anyways
I know that you always have my back
I’d rather have you cursed, rather have you with me

I would spend the rest of my life with you

I felt so lost when you finally left me
It may have been for the best for my humanity
But I would be the reason you fell
But you’d have done it anyways
But I’d rather take another trip back to hell
Than not have you here with me in purgatory

I would spend the rest of my life with you

I want you to have a good life
I could provide you a good life
I would give you all of my life
I would spend the rest of my life with you

thuschucksaid:

By Request! We did a thing. Bowling For Soup parody and all that. JRaG’s lyric-skills are FUCKING FLAWLESS AND NEXT WEEKEND IS NJCON! WOOOOOOOOOO. SEE YOU THERE, BITCHES. -SDG

2005 (Parody) - Thus Chuck Said

We did not foresee 
Dean in purgatory
Monsters gonna kick his ass
‘Cause now he’s lost his Cas

We never had much fun
Since leaving season one
He’s far away from Sam,
And now we’re in a jam,

I was gonna be a hunter
I was gonna save some lives
I was gonna get some ass
in the back of Daddy’s car

My black impala
goes driving by ya
but I just lost my  life
and nothing. has been. all right

Chorus
since Jess, and Joanna,
right around Saginaw,
Sam/I was fine but, had nightmares,
and complained that it was not fair
that since he/I finished high school,
Dad said college was uncool,
and our lives both took a dive
back in, back in, in 2005

I knew all the classics,
I knew every line,
Driver picks all the songs,
and Sam would roll his eyes.

I rocked out to Muse
While drinking all the booze
Then I would get real mad
Whenever Sam brought up dad

Where’s the Colt and the damn Devil’s trap?
And why do I have to act like such a fucking sap?
When did hunting monsters become demons,
Whatever happened to Hook Man,  Sirens,
(and the rugarus)

Chorus

Dean hates Mike, make him stop
When did Castiel become such a cock?
And when did Gabriel deserve to go to hell?
Make Tuesday
stop, stop, stop!
And bring back

Chorus

ishipthat:

Abi Edwards - I’m Not A Man
Supernatural song from Dean’s POV, all about his deep insecurities/inner thoughts or something like that.

Why am I here?
What is my purpose?
I’m a failed son
Walkin’ in my fathers footsteps
tryin’ to be noticed
I can’t run
I can’t walk
I can’t breathe
I can’t do anything without
His memory haunting my head

I’m not a man, I’m not a man
I’m just hiding what I can
That I don’t know what happens
If you

Take away my car, take away my guns
Take away my friends and my family
Where would I run to then?
What would I do?
Where would I be without you?

Take away my car, take away my guns
Take away my friends and my family
alone, the way it should be
wallow in my misery
fear is all that I can see
What would I have without them with me?

thuschucksaid:

I miss the old TCS Ballad things. Back to Uke and Organ and silly voices. Guess who just watched Brave. Lol. :D -SDG

Oops I Accidentally Destiel - Thus Chuck Said

This is the
Accidental courtship of the
consequential torture of the
hunter known as Dean Winchester
The cupid, thrones, and seraphim
The archangels and garrisons
All get tested every semester

To make sure they don’t fall
Prey to the call (Hey!) of the
Siren human ways or
Would Saint Paul
Rather recall
all of the blasphemy he said

To represent
The malcontent
of the event of the season
Failed beyond reason
All because treason
By love of a human

It started out as a joke
Just a simple bite me,
fight me ‘cause I’m sort of into that
It started after we broke
the ice with a little kiss
No lips, ‘cause we weren’t intimate

We were just friends
with benefits
Apocalypse left us hanging
That’s his choice
He’s a big boy
He’s not my problem or anything
He’s falling
It’s my fault
That after all this time we shared
I never considered love

Cause I would
Rather screw a saintly nun
Than have Saint Michael hold my tongue
‘Cause I fell in love with a mud monkey
‘Cause Cas was just a bit too fond
For something just a handprint bond
The dude came out his ass bi-monthly

So don’t make promises
to grip them tight
and raise them up to paradise or
Would Saint Peter
like to meet
his match denying his best friend

Chorus

It started out as a phase
Little taste of free will
Team Kill and Mess Up Everything
It started after I took
him out for the first time
But why didn’t he take Chastity?

We were just friends
Battle buddies
Trauma had me, left me begging
For a night out
With the lights out
Didn’t know he’d give up everything
He’s falling
It’s my fault
That after all this time we shared
I never considered love

[Small Interlude]

Don’t tear out your grace
Just for a face
So you can screw with the humans or
Would Saint John
Rather be wrong about the angel you tainted

Chorus

We were just friends
with benefits
Not anything but some banging
He left again
He died again
I swear that he meant nothing
He’s falling
It’s my fault
That after all this time we shared
I never considered love

of a human.

thuschucksaid:

Sorry this is a bit late! We were both busy this weekend. Oops. Also, JRaG worked a stupid amount of hours. SHE IS CRAY. - SDG

Cas’s New Life - Thus Chuck Said

Is this real life?
Is this my new life where I
avoid confrontation
throughout creation

I’ve got plenty company
With Sherlock and bees
their buzz speaks right to my heart
I think this is a good start for a world

where we play twister all day
and at night we will convert the Winchesters

I love my new life,
this lovely new life where I
don’t hurt people close by,
because I formed ties

in my old life with a human,
that’s enough brooding, 
who’s up for a game of sorry?
why do you want me to help you

Dean and Sam, your plan is poo
and Kevin Tran,
I have no idea what AP means.

Here I come new life,
I love you new life,
I can roll around in pastures,
get happy faster,

I cared too much before,
bogged down by lore,
now I sit here in the sidelines,
I swear I am fine

though the world
is ravaged by the leviathans
Dean thinks that I can damn well stop it all
But I had too many times took a fall
So why must you keep on pestering me
Though I have already made it crystal clear
That I’m not worthy to be of the lord
Dean
You’re not alone
But don’t ask me
At least I made a ham sandwich for you!

So that’s my new life, 
Cheers to my new life,
you can’t make me lift a finger
here I will linger, but I

kind of miss my old life,
my screwed up old life
where you loved me and trusted me,
where you showed me free will

saintdoriangray:

Sorry. There’s one bit of harmony that sounds like shit (end of the second chorus), but I’m too assed to re-do it. I actually should be leaving in like… ten minutes. Oops? Anyways. An attempt at Glamstiel for castianity. Glam is a lot harder than I thought it would be. Oops.

No loops (except one vocal track at the end), so everything is hand sung/played/whatever.

Apocalypse Go! - SaintDorianGray

My savior was a long time hustler, went pro and blacked out
My savior was a strict professional hunter and devout
My Lord sent a lovely angel to free me from the other side
My God went Old Testament and my angel baby’s ready to smite

Love is all I need
Eyes matching blue and green
Love is all I need
To survive

It’s the Apocalypse
Fast forward to the end of the world
Hide your diamonds and hide your pearls
Love the beautiful boys and girls
And we’re gonna be fine

My baby was a slick Impala, 67 Chevrolet
My baby was a sick, sick ride and I’ll take my baby to my grave
My Lord sent a lovely savior to free me from the pit of hell
My God went away from me, ‘cause my Daddy’d never kiss and tell

Chorus

My honey was a sweet sweet catch a present I got from the bees
My honey was a table full of manners a screw you before a please
My Lord sent my lovely honey to keep me here on Earth
My God kept on resurrecting me, three strikes done re-birthed

Chorus

saintdoriangray:

Part Two! This time It’s Cas’s POV in Purgatory and all that shit. Happy listening!

Rather Part II - SaintDorianGray
Part I is here. 

Don’t ask me if I can see that I’m forgiven
‘Cause we both know the answer isn’t yes
You’d rather have me cursed than not with you
I’d rather have you win, have you blessed

I’d rather I don’t fight on your end
I destroyed everything once
And I will destroy again
It’s still too much to call me your friend
So don’t put too much stock in me
I don’t care where your Cas went

I just wanna watch the bees
I just wanna live in peace
I just really wanna get high
I just wanna go back to Meg
the hospital and all my meds
I just really want to survive
This time

Don’t ask me if I can fix what’s broken
‘Cause we both know the answer is no
I’ve no shot this time at redemption
I’m staying here in purgatory while you get to go

Back to Sam, and back to earth
You’re better off without me
This is how I’ll prove my worth
We’ll be together till the end
But my end comes before yours
‘Cause I think my time is spent

I just want this fight to cease
I just wanna die in peace
I just really wanna get high
I want you to go back to Sam
Back to ganking ghosts in Nottingham
I just want you to survive
This time

saintdoriangray:

Hey, thanks Anon. You killed my musician block. Sort of. Well, these songs aren’t my best. But they are pretty painful. This is a two parter. The next one is coming up and I’ll edit this and whatever when that happens. Part Two Is Here!

Rather Part I - SaintDorianGray

I’m kinda glad you didn’t see me drinking myself into a stupor every night
I’m kinda glad that you forgot me, for a moment I had the old Cas back in sight

And I swear
My life wasn’t the same without you
We both know
Our team’s a better three than a two
And I know
I don’t do the chick flick
Just had to gank Dick
Hope that the bone sticks
Run through the woods just to prove
I’d rather have you

At first, I was kinda glad that you’d drowned for a little bit
I’d rather have you go first, so you don’t see my life turning to shit
But I’d always make a joke, I knew you wouldn’t get
And I’d fuck some bitches up just to make sure I don’t lose it

And I swear
My life wasn’t the same without you
We both know
If I decided to continue
This lifestyle 
I think I’d die while
All these monsters pile
On me, you don’t have to prove
I’d still rather have you

Can’t you see you’re forgiven by me, Castiel
Need you to fight right beside me, Castiel

And I swear
My life wasn’t the same without you
My best friend
Drowned in a lake, ‘cause I knew
I knew
Angels can’t care
Vessels break here
Driven mad just to prove
That I couldn’t have you.

thuschucksaid:

I fucking hate the tenor range. I ship Auto-Tune/TCS. Like hardcore. Other than that, there is only One Direction for these two angels. HAAAAYYYYYLLLLLLL. Lucifer, Michael, Both of these assholes -SDG

JRaG isn’t a singer so rude ginger don’t give a fuck about no vocal range. anyways, enjoy :D and for those of you going, 6 weeks til NJcon :D:D:D:D:D:D -JRaG

What Makes You My Vessel - Thus Chuck Said

You’re six foot four
You know my lore
So big and ripped when you knock down that do-o-or
You’re big and strong, and half-demon
You can’t hide from me and you can’t run
Everyone else in the world can see it
Everyone else but you

Sammy you get all the girls like nobody else
The way that you burn these ghosts gets me overwhelmed
The way you torture and kill, it ain’t hard to tell
You don’t know-oh-oh
You don’t know you’re my vessel
If only you saw what I could see
You’ll understand why your body was meant for me
Right now I’m lookin’ at you and I can’t believe
You don’t know-oh-oh
You don’t know you could be cru-u-uel
That’s what makes you my vessel

Me and Dean
Sam and Luci
You know that we’re meant to possess your bo-o-dies.
For the end
Armageddon
Together you and I will defend heaven
Everyone else in the world can see it
Everyone else but you

Dean-o, you get my brothers like nobody else
The way that your soul burns bright gets me so overwhelmed
The way you’re loyal to your dad, it ain’t hard to tell
You don’t know-oh-oh
You don’t know you’re my vessel
If only you saw what I could see
You’ll understand why your body was meant for me
Right now I’m lookin’ at you and I can’t believe
You don’t know-oh-oh
You would help Castiel fa-ah-all
I thought you were my vessel!

 Na x 9283472938472

Winchesters give us headaches like nobody else
The way they always say no gets me overwhelmed
I just want Lucifer to end up back in hell/I just want to never end up back in hell
Don’t say no-oh-oh
Now you know you’re my vessel

Winchesters, say yes or go back to hell
We’ll throw your dad in, your mom in, and Jo Harvelle
Ruby and Cas will be dead and you’ve got no help
So you know-oh-oh 
You’re doomed to be our vessels
If only you saw what I can see
The apocalypse ending in victory
Right now I’m looking at you and I can’t believe
You’d say no-oh-oh
To properly be my vessel
Say yes to being my vessel

And that’s why the whole world will fall

katiebug445:

-squeak- Oh gosh. I’m sorry about this. I kinda got nervous and messed up on my timing. 

Fallen Angel to Fly 

Chapped lips, pale face

Wondering how he tastes 

A thousand years gone to waste. 

He’s lost by day’s end

Struggling with feelings

Is this wrong, a strange man. 

And they say

He’s the prettiest in the Garison

May have lost, but he won

Been this way since day one. 

But lately Grace fading

Slowly falling, human

Feeling like he’s born again.

Angels scream 

The worst things, losing him is blasphamy

But he’s marked Dean with his hand

He’d do it all over again 

And he don’t want to lay down his pride, tonight

And in his dreams he flies back to Heaven 

Or makes love to his man

Is it too much 

For, a fallen angel to fly. 

Angel to fly. 

Ripped wings, trench coat

Tried to swim, to stay afloat

Dry car, new clothes 

Different life, blank slate

Still bright-eyed and you know

Castiel, no more. 

And they say

He’s the prettiest in the Garison

May have lost, but he won

Been this way since day one. 

But lately Grace fading

Slowly falling, human

Feeling like he’s born again.

Angels scream 

The worst things, losing him is blasphamy

But he’s marked Dean with his hand

He’d do it all over again 

And he don’t want to lay down his pride, tonight

And in his dreams he flies back to Heaven 

Or makes love to his man

Is it too much 

For, a fallen angel to fly. 

Angel to die. 

Dressed up in white

Blue eyes 

Living a peaceful life

No fights, watches the blue sky. 

A better way to die

And they say

He’s the prettiest in the Garison

May have lost, but he won

Been this way since day one. 

But lately Grace fading

Slowly falling, human

Feeling like he’s born again.

Angels scream 

The worst things, losing him is blasphamy

But he’s marked Dean with his hand

He’d do it all over again 

And he don’t want to lay down his pride, tonight

And in his dreams he flies back to Heaven 

Or makes love to his man

Is it too much 

For, a fallen angel to fly. 

Angel to fly. 

Fly, fly

Angel to fly

Fly, fly

Angel to die. 

the-child-of-the-tardis:

You Were The Best (Dean’s Lament) by Elizabeth Smart
—video not mine—

katiebug445:

I just have a lot of feels today. I am sorry for this. 

Sam, Dean, Cas

LYRICS: 

Have you ever felt someone’s life slip from your hands? 

Closed your eyes and trusted one of the damned? 

Have you ever thrown a fistful of rock salt in the air? 

Have you ever looked the Devil in the eyes and said 

“I just don’t care.”? 

It’s only have past the point of no return, 

Breaking the last seal

The salt before the burn 

The planning before the fighting 

The desperate breath before the prayer

Have you ever felt this way? 

Have you ever hated yourself for being so alone?

33 wasted years of life and what have you shown? 

Have you ever been touched so gently you felt you could cry?

Have you ever trusted someone so completely with your life?

It’s only one year ‘til oblivion

An hour-glass on the table 

And the sand is almost gone

The breath before goodbye 

And the deal before the flames

Have you ever felt this way? 

There you are, saving me from Hell 

Clutching my arm and

Calling me righteous

You called me righteous 

Have you ever wished for an endless night? 

Looked into someone’s eyes and smiled, and wished with your might?

Have you ever… held your breath and said to yourself

Rebelling was the one thing I’ve done right. 

Done right.